1/29/25 @7pm

chat I just fumbled my korean oral exam so bad (its not that bad but my whole existence relies on academic validation) so pray for me fr (even though im atheist??) uhmm but today i woke up. uh i went to school and had world music which was horribly boring today, we watched a video about harmony. i came home but i had to pick up cough medicine for my dog then I went home and ate lunch and watched some New Girl with my mom and then i had to so grocery shopping for food to make the 떡국 which kinda took forever mostly because i couldnt find any beef flank steak or brisket so i went with a different kind i dont remember what its called now... so i came back home and made the cucumber kimchi and bean sprouts side dishes (now my hands smell like bean sprouts and its kinda good but its making me hungry) then i practiced for my exam and I did pretty good practicing but when i was on the spot i froze up a couple of times and it was embarassing because everyone else sounded much better than me and idk it was hard for me because i have a hard time understanding my teacher when she speaks fast so i only pick up a few words in the context so yeah idk it was embarassing and rn im supposed to be watching a grammar video but i dont want to idec. I have a lot to do tommorow too, i gotta go to trader joe's in the morning before work so hopefully i wont be paying $8 for eggs and work 10:30-4:45 and the traffic is really bad at that time so i probably wont be home til around 5:30 and ill cook the braised tofu and keramari and 떡국 then we'll eat and i still need to submit this random form i was supposed to do today because I didnt get a paycheck i was supposed to get on dec 31 bc theres a problem with my direct deposit but no one knows why and i need to clean my room and i have a writing assignment due monday for world music where we have to write about the video we watched today but what do you even write?? it was informative like i dont have any thoughts on it besides like "the jazz was good and an interesting insight on how jazz improve works" is that what he wants???? he hasnt even posted the assignment yet so idek how long it needs to be AND apparently theres a ton of stuff i need to look at for the first project for my communications class even though i havent even met my group members in person and i can already tell that class will be miserable (edit: i knew it would be miserable since the moment i signed up) but alas... today kinda sucked but my outfit was good so thats an uncommon outfit win.

1/28/25 @9pm

my second post wowza! Today I woke up and worked on the table in the art and pics section and I think im mostly happy with it for now but I still need to upload the actual pictures and content lol. I had a doctor's appointment at 1:30 and I'm fine lmao but then I stopped by the asian market in town to buy some 떡국떡 and some 고춧가루 and i bought some lychee jubes for a snack, but I decided to make 떡국 on thursday for 설날 (Korean new year) along with some blanched bean sprouts, cucumber kimchi, braised tofu, and keramari! hopefully it'll turn out good but I've never made this stuff before. Anyways I came home and ate and watched ep 2&3 of the trunk and then I watched some New Girl with my parents and now it's almost 9pm and I'm tired because I was up late working on this site last night and I have school tomorrow so maybe I'll go to bed soon...

1/27/25 @11pm

this is my first update :3 I went to a cafe this morning and got a chai latte with almond milk and a mandarin ginger scone, i went to my world music class and we played drums and talked about rhythms, my small group communication class was canceled so I went to my work to check next weeks schedule then came home and worked on blender and my website and took a short nap, then I had my conversational korean class and we reviewed 주다 vs 주시다 vs 드리다 and learned a new grammar pattern 기로 하다. My parents brought home a burger for me and ive been working on this site listening to jpop and vocaloid on youtube autoplay since class finished. the weather app said it was going to be kinda cold today but it ended up being pretty warm so i was a bit uncomfortable in jeans and a black hoodie. Theres a cool guy in my world music class and we made eye contact today but i cant tell if it was awkward or not but he held the door open for me after class so i think he's a chill guy.